i just came back from playing mahjong at roger's hse. Won 40 bucks (ALL from serene and she ask me to post it when she called while i was blogging. Oh and she gave me 50 bucks for my last yr bdae present. somewat subsidise my adidas shoe. tks! and NO. i din promise u wud get a big bdae present this yr.) and sent them home after eating at prata shop. wanted to order nasi b*** but decided not to play punk at the expense of our lives haha.

thou it isnt something big, i have 2 things weighing on my mind at the moment. dun feel so good at the moment. i hate it when my family sees me as not bothering bout the family when smth goes wrong. true, i dun spend much time wif them, i dun joke and talk as much to them as to my frens, but they do everything, they plan everything and they tell me the end result. they see me as someone who is very spendthrift, someone who slps late everynite and wake up very late, someone who doesnt really bother bout family affairs. well i can just say they dun really understand me. but den, i cant do anything so just fuck it. the other thing, i shall not talk bout it.

anyway i have some perfectionist cells in me if u ppl dun know. i cant stand when i have scratches on some of my stuffs. i have a badly scratched laptop on the left side whr u rest ur hand on. its all DOTA fault. the exterior is scratched too. i actually thot of getting a new laptop but its quite dumb when its still workable. can someone tell me if theres a way to cover up those scratches by using a wrap BUT doesnt cost more than 50 bucks? i know g-mask does it but its damn expensive. pls let me know if anyone knows any lobang. i am only 50% tired at 3am. i am gonna play 1 round of dota before i go to bed.
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