My bkk trip has just ended and i still have about more than 1 month of holidays. I am feeling more and more bored as the days goes by.. Well i dun tink i will comment too much on my bkk trip. Just let the pics do the talking! But just to say that i totally enjoyed the trip and i spent $830 in total.. Seriously, i tink i haven bought enough. If i have the money, i surely wouldnt mind going again..

OH! we had some super gay-like pics and videos which i took wif TONY during our massage where we are almost naked except for that paper brief covering our *ahem*. And we had to share a small rounded bath tub for our milk bath. Imagine our shock when we found out that we had to share a rounded milk bath together. To make it more interesting, we decided to take gay-like pics and videos BUT it would not be posted here NOR anywhere haha. Its just for fun and memory sake only la. Whats done in BKK shld be kept in BKK!


Anyway, i have this piece of necklace accessory here which i haven found anyone to give to yet. Bought for my sis but she doesnt like it. Costs arnd 10bucks SING! Do tell me if u really like and i shall GIVE IT FOR FREE!



My total purchases!
















Our wtf look!

Over these 2 weeks, i have actually realised 2 things. One being i really dun know how to console ppl. I mean i actually poked serene and try to make her laugh when she is already crying. Thats how bad i am at consoling ppl. Pls dun snap at me if i try to console anyone next time cuz i simply do not mean it. Hmm to me, i just feel that this kind of disappointment i cant really do anything to make u feel happier or wat, i rather just let time heal ur own wounds. Think it thru and just forget about the whole thing. I mean not so ideal results is just a small setback. Like wat u said, u are thankful that u did not fail. So just put the results behind you. Well, i might be saying this to you now, but who knows, i might be the one tearing when my results are out. But then, if i am really feeling down or unhappy, although i will wan ppl to show concern, but i dun wish to talk to anyone but instead, just let myself emo until i feel fine.

The second issue probably concerns me more. Although i have realised that i havent exactly a very 'nice' character, i din realise that some things that i say or do would unintentionally hurt my ppl arnd me. Although its nothing really serious, but it has set me thinking quite a bit and affected me in some way or another. I realised that maybe i shld try to be more sensitive to ppl's feeling. Maybe its in my character to do certain things or portray some feelings but i didnt mean intentionally.

Well, i guess a person changes according to the environment that he or she is in. I behave totally different when i'm in my Uni compared to when i'm wif my family, my clique or even army. I am more of a follower at other times, but maybe due to circumstances, i would voice out more now. I used to dislike ppl in my JCs when they portray a selfish image and that think that they are very smart. But yet, unconsiously, i am portraying this kind of image now! WAT THE FUCK! FUCKING SHIT! I tink i must try to change the way i talk to ppl now cuz i feel fucked up. Maybe its not easy, but i will try. At most, i will just try to keep my mouth shut whenever unnecessary. Possible?
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