Monday, June 16, 2008
well, i just came back from my run at this hour. Not that i ran alot or wat.. But firstly, i was too bored at home. Secondly, i wanted to build up my liking for running. Have hated running since young and will only train when i need to or am forced to. Thats why i wan to try and build up a habit for running.. Anyway the feeling is quite good to run in the night.. And i have seriously find my stamina getting better compared to the first day i went into RT. I wan to try to maintain but i'm not sure whether i have the motivation to..
anyway when i went to see the doc today, my mum blurted out that i failed my ippt.. I was already heading out when the doc ask me to come back and he asked me why i fail. He said a young man like me shldnt even fail and shld get gold. Well, at least he said smth right about me. He told me in whatever i do, i need to put in my best effort in doing. Dun be half hearted about everything and everything oso nvm. I felt a little ashamed that he said that to me haha. Well, i am very easy-going about most things and i only insists in certain things that i think i wan to do and i tink its right. So sometimes, i will just be half-hearted and do most things.. will i change? it depends..
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